I said “Too old to join a scene, too young to settle down. Or something“ yesterday and I think it’s pretty much angsty dear-diary level baloney. I just deleted a multi-paragraph breakdown of the matter, I think I just want to leave it at that.
Something that happened recently was while I was driving the bus, trying to come up with pecan puns for personal purposes, I was struck with the idea of spoofing “Three Little Birds” by Bob Marley. I sang “three little nuts” - just that part, much louder than I needed to. As soon as I did the one passenger still on the bus, who happened to be sitting in the seat just out of the mirror’s view, just out of mind, said “I’m getting off at Mapco,” so I nodded and pretended to be in total control, sing-songing the rest of the song under my breath.
To end on a better thing I just watched the Brian Eno interview from the same Red Bull series as the Lætitia Sadier interview and it was equally as brilliant. Please give it a go if you’ve never done so: https://youtu.be/JUL8kNYmgsA?si=hW3Dw9DlhN7Y63x9