Reasons I’m attempting this:
I struggle to “get real” or be present in most social situations offline and - warning it’s about to get dramatic - I believe it’s slowly killing me. This is an attempt to (somehow?) quell that shit.
There’s this kind of abstracted thrilling euphoria thing that’s packaged with posting things online, like a hope that maybe someone is connecting. This appeals to me more than private journaling, which I always never commit to.
I pretty much want to talk about things I like or things I don’t like, in this private-public way.
I pay the big bucks for squarespace and forgot they have this very nice blogging situation
Hopping onto Instagram has been a bad habit, so maybe this will sometimes replace that urge.